I could write a thousand lines on what it means to feel passion for a cause or an individual, and none will move you more than experiencing it first hand. After all, in the land of the blind, the one eyed man is king. When I tell you that I know what it feels like to feel like a monster or less than a goddess, rest assured that I am not placating your truth. I have felt like both the sunshine and the storm. I have furnished both the light and the darkness. I have been a party to both the light and the darkness. In the end, we all must answer for the product of our sins. In the end we all must live with what we do, and live with what is done to us. We may not always have complete control of anything but ourselves. Control of ourselves in the end is the most important thing to master. We must be the calm and focused eye of the storm. I could write more about how it feels, but you won’t know until you know.